Loneliness

Back in the university, i'm the guy who finds it annoying when people say they are bored or lonely. I'd be like "Get a life", "Find something doing with your life".

Those were days of ignorance.

Some weeks into months now, loneliness have reminded me i'm human. That i'm not beyond it's reach. 

I love people. I think it's foolish to be full of self. So I hardly do things alone. I've never been to the cinema alone. I've never had a pizza alone. I've gotten Shawarma for myself alone once. And that was last week when I decided i was going to break that streak.

Thinking about it as I type this, I was not always in someone's company back in the university yet I never felt lonely.

Why now?

I don't know why yet, but i'm glad this observation surfaced.

I'm getting back to love the company of me. Me, Myself and I.

I planned to visit the cinema to see The Green Knight but the it never dropped in Nigerian Theaters. I'd go see Marvel Sang-Chi and The Legend of the Ten Rings when it's out.

Till tomorrow comes, I won't play dead. I'll live and enjoy now.

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