And shit

You don’t often get a second chance. Ryan was saying and like the whole change where you live and who you hang out with bullshit is helpful but it’s hard. No matter how you move away your mom still wants to see you. Her big man who had this crazy experience, she wants to know about it, even like when you tell her it’s classified she likes that,  because her baby is important. She also just wanted to know about life up there. Like what I ate and all that idk I can’t describe to her the coffee. First few times I was over she tried to make it, and it never was the same. So I just started drinking tea, that was better we had more to talk about. Talk about just what we were drinking but I knew she wanted to know more. I couldn’t tell her I was worried they’d be listening of course they would. That’s why I bought this old car. That’s why you probably have your old car and that’s why we turned off our phones and put them in your car first. Because we’re worried about all that that they’re listening and shit.