Short update

The people who really matter are just a few. When you have one less, it hurts. I broke up with my girlfriend, at least for now. We might get back together or we may never will. It's like that. If onyl I could change something, I would but it's too late now. I tried alot, maybe too much. It's never good to go out of yourself.

Now I understand. I understand better. I'm not going to self-blame but there's plenty of things to improve still and I should just stay focused.

I'm back living with my parents, I've left the apartment with everything in it to my girlfriend. Wish I had something to say, but I only hope she'll be well. And I hope for myself to be well too. Not to many ideas today.