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I woke up this morning, though about what I'm going to do today. The end of the year is near. Almost over. Done in 10 days something. Fuck. It blew past everything. This this this... My ex tells me i should see a psy, i say fuck that, i don't need it. I don't want to open up to someone else's carelessness. I don't know how I become like this, not trusting much on people, like i don't know if they really care, i mean maybe nobody really cares. And i don't care either. Maybe because I've got to much going on in my mind. Maybe i should relax the fuck down but i can't. I can't relax with all the fucking yoga and meditation and CBD oil and even when i cut coffee. I'm more frustrated more pissed off more edgy. I guess this is me nowdays. So there it is. 

How about you people ? Was this 2021 a good one ? How's life ? How's your