busy day but made it

Damn busy day. I should be free writing right now, but just tired. Thinking a lot about what to do tomorrow. Which is not the best strategy but here we are. There we are. I was going to write today about noisy upstairs neighbors. But then I was thinking about why I like adagia. I like the embrace of a process. I think I have written about this in the past, but about gardening, although it wasn't about gardening. But its nice to be in a space where people are just trying to get better at something, and exploring different ways to do it. Or they are just doing it. Learning from it, or not just writing. Its nice, and to be honest some posts I write to get things out for myself. Other times I just write. Some times the words come easily other times, it takes forever. But that is part of the process. I am re-reading bird by bird and in the author talks about shitty first drafts. But then going back through and taking notes, and writing a better second draft. She also mentioned about how when she writes, something like a food review it takes her two days to write. I haven't really thought of something like that. Or a writing project that would take that long. So maybe this week, but more likely next I'll start trying to do these things. Shitty first drafts, and drafts that took me more than 20 minutes to write. Changing the process is important.