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I haven't been ok last few days. 
I didn't expect that I may have to cancel on my trip to Dubai. The last 24 hours, I spent trying to make myself not think about what I could have done to change the outcome of my passport. 

It is pointless to think about what could be. I am beginning to think about what I can do to make sure that I enjoy the rest of the month, regardless of where I will be. 

After obsessing about the passport and trip for the last so many days, I gave myself a deadline of Tuesday evening. If I don't have my passport by then, I will give up on the idea and move on. 

There are things that can make me have a good rest of the month. I will brainstorm on that and keep my spirits up. 

I refuse to be down for too long.