The day had come. He thought about cancelling. For about an hour he sat at the end of his bed with his phone in hand. He thought about cancelling, it seemed like a much bigger thing.
The only thing he was looking forward was to recollect. It would be nice to do that. Even though they weren’t really supposed to. He decided they wouldn’t at dinner but maybe after they could. They could walk and talk or drive around.
He wondered if it was weird for this guy. Or if it was all good down here and it was just him. He knew there was training for this, they wanted them to hit the ground running , try to join a gym fast make your bed every day. Now he didn’t do either so he wondered if the other guy did.
It would probably make him feel bad either way, so that was also another reason he wanted to skip on the night. But another part of him wanted to do something.
He had stopped using his phone as much. He’d just let it run out of battery. When he did that he felt very peaceful, so he kept doing it.
The only thing he was looking forward was to recollect. It would be nice to do that. Even though they weren’t really supposed to. He decided they wouldn’t at dinner but maybe after they could. They could walk and talk or drive around.
He wondered if it was weird for this guy. Or if it was all good down here and it was just him. He knew there was training for this, they wanted them to hit the ground running , try to join a gym fast make your bed every day. Now he didn’t do either so he wondered if the other guy did.
It would probably make him feel bad either way, so that was also another reason he wanted to skip on the night. But another part of him wanted to do something.
He had stopped using his phone as much. He’d just let it run out of battery. When he did that he felt very peaceful, so he kept doing it.