A clean slate, a blank canvas, a white sheet of paper, a white wall, a plot of land, a newborn baby, a clear mind, a silent night, the ocean, the desert a mountain top above the clouds. Where do you go when you look for inspiration? Starting afresh is intimidating because it means that you must leave behind a part of who you are. It means that many of the likes and dislikes, skills and knowledge, habits, friends, everything that you have worked hard accumulating must be dismissed and you must start afresh, with something new. You even have to diss your dreams, your and probably some desires too. But why would anyone in his right mind do so? You may need it to let's say at one moment or another, you'll find the urge to just break through your old skin, like a snake growing up or a caterpillar metamorphosing into a butterfly. The other is part of the process and must be considered. I am willing to do this with you, out in the open. I deconstruct, beliefs, ideas fears, desires everything is up to be disassembled like when you're taking your car to a garage and disassemble it.
There is a game-like quality to life. Life wants you to engage with it. To not be afraid to die is one thing, but to not be afraid to live is another. To embrace life fully means to be willing to suffer, to put yourself up there for criticising and for being ridiculised mocked but also loved. I think it's important to be willing to take this risk.
I believe that I must do everything I can to understand myself. There is no other way to progress. Moving past failure, moving past success, and getting down to what is happening now, in this very moment, here. That is powerful. Becoming intimate with the subtlety of life, and of reality itself. I will share my learnings along the way.