Addictions

I was getting ready to get my blood drawn for my regular checkups some months back. It was hard for the lab technician to find my vein. I have been told that I have thin and rotating veins. So I have had some bad experiences when its time to get my blood drawn. I often try to engage the person in conversations so they can relax and get the job done the first time around. 

This time the lab tech was a friendly guy who made me feel at ease. As he struggled to find my vein, I joked and said, "Can you imagine if I was an addict?" 

I was referring to how hard getting a good vein would be. But the tech gave me a serious look and asked - 'do you have any addictions?' 

I had to think about this. There was a time I was addicted to white chocolate but he was looking for a more serious answer. Then I thought that music and dance were the things that came close to being an addiction. 

The man laughed at my answer and told me I hadn't really experience true addiction. He explained that the reason people go hunting for a good vein was cause what they got with the hit took them to a place that nothing else could match. The more he talked, the more scared I got about experiencing this type of feeling. 

Deep down, I am a control freak. I can't picture myself enjoying giving up control over my mind the way I do now. But the conversation with the lab tech that day made me come close to understanding how dangerous an addiction can be. 
I believe it was Taleb who said the three most dangerous addictions are 1) heroin, 2) carbohydrates, and 3) a monthly salary.
2021-05-31 14:46:00
Oh such an accurate statement. I believe it was in the book anti-fragile that he makes that statement.... encourages having a job where we control our schedule. I should revisit that book too. 
2021-06-01 17:02:04