Hey, wassup

So, I had this pretty fucked up day yesterday and the day before. First, of all, it was all my fault. It was a cascade of bad choices that spiraled into shit. Things're getting back on track since a few hours ago but oh boy it was bad. So, about 40 something hours ago I txt'ed my ex to talk on the phone, of course we couldn't agree on a time so we argued then we said ok let's try tomorrow. The day after I met with a friend... She's a weirdo witch; I think she might've cursed me or something. We went out for dinner, she wanted asian, I insisted on italian knowing that she's not tolerating gluten, then I got a bottle of wine, poured her a few glasses, it was nice overall, I paid the bill we had a good time. Later on we went to a bar where they had an open mic going on, we listened to some nice live music I enjoyed the whole thing. However, in the meantime I had a short trade that was going catastrophic. I wrapped up after we said goodbye, went home looked at it, I already was getting headaches. Well, note that the headaches didn't stop till I pulled out of that trade. With a considerable loss. Shit, yea I know. It does put things in perspective. Tonight I talked with my ex on the phone, weirdly she moved in with one of my clients. Life's strange ah, well and now she wants me to sign the transfer of the apartment lease contract to him. LOL. I can only laugh cuz I cried enough about it. Yea, weird shit man... Later on tonight I saw some friends and we went together to this Zen Buddhist meditation center and we meditated together for like one hour. Weird shit, #neveragain. People are fucking lost. I think I might have meditated too much in my life, nowdays I just feel like punching some people in the face. Like this fucking dude I worked with, yea ok, we were in the same circle of friends but then how could he accept to move in with my ex. Like zero respect for me? What did he thought I was gonna take it lightly? Fuck that. Yea... And her, I wanted to block her everywhere but I blocked her only on instagram and that's because she blocked me first. But I'm so disappointed now, I'm gonna let it cool down to sub zero temperatures and let it sink and forget about her forever.