People online sometimes called this a goon out. It was sort of like a crash out of the olden days, a panic attack or something. The goon out was more like you've become aware of the real world, while losing sight of what you were watching. It happens to everyone they're told, but especially if you're tired, or didn't eat right.
The teachings, and everything say not to worry about it, just flip through your pages, and eventually you'll go back to it. But the goon out is real. At least that was what he was feeling now. For some reason, he didn't have his ice cup filled. Now he'd be usually chewing on ice. Once the beer was gone. He didn't have his second stimulus. Thats bad forethought he thought.
He'd read about it online. The goon outs, what emotions people felt, some people went from feeling connected to everyone every where all at once. To feeling so incredibly alone.
He was feeling something like that then. His eyes were wet, and tears were pouring down his cheeks. He wished he could be with Jack and Sean Don. He wished he was living a different life. He wished what he was doing was real.
The teachings, and everything say not to worry about it, just flip through your pages, and eventually you'll go back to it. But the goon out is real. At least that was what he was feeling now. For some reason, he didn't have his ice cup filled. Now he'd be usually chewing on ice. Once the beer was gone. He didn't have his second stimulus. Thats bad forethought he thought.
He'd read about it online. The goon outs, what emotions people felt, some people went from feeling connected to everyone every where all at once. To feeling so incredibly alone.
He was feeling something like that then. His eyes were wet, and tears were pouring down his cheeks. He wished he could be with Jack and Sean Don. He wished he was living a different life. He wished what he was doing was real.