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I visited my mum today.

Apparently the leg issue I talked about in my previous post was actually a serious one. It took three to four years. Sometimes I missed school, sometimes I joined the prep class of the hospital while waiting for doctors' appointments. Other times, I joined school by midday or later, whenever we returned from the hospital. My Mum's teaching career was the biggest casualty. She lost a job, because of absenteeism, obviously. She lost another offer for the same reason. By the time the episode was coming to a close, she just wanted to do anything that could earn her money. She's been a trader ever since. My dad was not in the picture at all, all through this period

Not wanting to go into details of how I recovered, my leg has been great ever since. The only was time I felt leg pains, I was in Salvation Army and it's because I was standing too long.

I was close to tears today. But I held it back. I'm grateful for all God has done for me. Angels in human form supplying money/advice when needed. 

I'm counting my blessings, fear of the future and depression can't cope.
It's really heartbreaking and tough to confront past health issues. I know that sometimes i revisit when i was sick with x or y once and it broke my mom's heart and worrried her to death.

i feel so weak when i am revisited by such pasts... because most of life i live like they never existed. but they do.
2021-09-11 00:30:14
Thank you for this post Seun. Thank you for following up and getting the details of all this. It is great that you got a chance to hear the details from your mom herself. You are the testament of her sacrifice and hard work. 
2021-09-12 03:15:21

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