I am feeling demotivated today.
My goal had been to continue to push myself until the end of this year. And then celebrate it well.
But forces beyond my control are making me reconsider those plans. I still have hopes that I can proceed as planned but it looks less likely every day.
Mood and energy are so sensitive to changes. I felt myself drained of energy once I came to accept the new reality. But I am still trying to finish the year with the same excitement that I had back in Aug, Sept and early Oct. Less than 2 months for this year to be done.
My goal had been to continue to push myself until the end of this year. And then celebrate it well.
But forces beyond my control are making me reconsider those plans. I still have hopes that I can proceed as planned but it looks less likely every day.
Mood and energy are so sensitive to changes. I felt myself drained of energy once I came to accept the new reality. But I am still trying to finish the year with the same excitement that I had back in Aug, Sept and early Oct. Less than 2 months for this year to be done.
