Iced coffee with almond milk coffee

I become addicted maybe for a week maybe for a month to a specific food item. It is usually small like a

coffee

 from a specific place or a yogurt drink that was on sale. 

Sometimes this makes me worried I am just in their demographic and the advertisements are getting to me. 

Other times, like my recent coffee addiction which I have only seen six form girls queue for. I wonder what else it is. 

Am I trying to be young and cool? Like “hey girls, yeah, isn’t this coffee rad”.

Or maybe I think that is their secret of youth. Iced coffee with almond milk.

Although I do feel bad (you know the environmental issues with almond milk as well as I do) so I hope this a passing fad of mine. 

But now it has been about 6 months and for my birthday I did order a 6 L jug of it. And I now started to attempt to dry it into a powder, and try it in cocktails so it doesn’t seem to be going anywhere. 

I wonder why, what forces are controlling me. I say this because I know full well I can stop, it’s just tomorrow when I go to work the shop will be there, and I have to get lunch, and if I get lunch the coffees will be there.

Or is something inside me. And maybe it’s a soul or god commanding from up high, but he probably has more important things. Unless this coffee habit is changing the world more than I think. 

Maybe it’s more a small fungus like those ants that climb to the top of plants. 

Now I am waiting for something to sprout from my head.