Much of the people in my life used to come to me because they knew I would give them

emotional

hits. Make them feel some way.

I used to like doing this as well. It made me feel more valuable.

Lately though I've been less into giving people quick hits that make them feel good and more... I don't know what to call it. More of an appeal to journey. "lets actually figure out and see what's happening here."

I've come out of contact with a lot of people this way though. Because when the hits stopped maybe it was too painful interacting with me since it wasn't what they were used to.

Nowadays I'm less like a 

vending machine

 dishing out emotions and more like an emotional wizard. Trying to seek those out there who are ready to walk some kind of walk with conviction. At least this is how I see myself.