I don't recall being more impatient for a year to end like I wanted 2020 to end.
I was completely done with 2020. I just found it hard to comprehend the level of stress and disaster that came with last year and just compounded as the months went by.
Somehow, I just thought that a new year, would change things around. I was ready for a serious change. I wanted more optimism everywhere. It is now 27 days since the start of the year. And I was wondering how the year has been going.
There is one positive things that is happening. Writing on a regular basis here and on lifelog. That is the most consistent thing about 2021.
In other areas, 2021 is feeling like an extension of 2020. This expectation that Jan 1 will bring an absolute change in the type of events that were happening was illogical. But it feels so good to try and get a restart on Jan 1.
There are areas in my life that need a dramatic change but I don't have the energy for it. Besides sleeping more and eating right, I am not sure how to work on my energy. I feel like the character in the movie limitless. I think I could do a lot with a single dose of NZT. I don't think I want to wait for 2022. I should get to an NZT supplier post haste.
I was completely done with 2020. I just found it hard to comprehend the level of stress and disaster that came with last year and just compounded as the months went by.
Somehow, I just thought that a new year, would change things around. I was ready for a serious change. I wanted more optimism everywhere. It is now 27 days since the start of the year. And I was wondering how the year has been going.
There is one positive things that is happening. Writing on a regular basis here and on lifelog. That is the most consistent thing about 2021.
In other areas, 2021 is feeling like an extension of 2020. This expectation that Jan 1 will bring an absolute change in the type of events that were happening was illogical. But it feels so good to try and get a restart on Jan 1.
There are areas in my life that need a dramatic change but I don't have the energy for it. Besides sleeping more and eating right, I am not sure how to work on my energy. I feel like the character in the movie limitless. I think I could do a lot with a single dose of NZT. I don't think I want to wait for 2022. I should get to an NZT supplier post haste.
I feel like with Adagia I kind of messed up on this part. I was just thinking about you Keni as a writer. But I would love to help in any part with the invention of yourself as well. Let me know if there's anything I can do. It can be something as simple as calling each other if that would help.