Feb

It is a new month and I am still here. Very proud of that.
As I drag myself from one day to the next, I try to get back to my routine. It is amazing how much we take for granted the energy needed for basic tasks.

Today was a better day than the last few days. I was able to focus for longer than usual and even wrote several lines of code. I am sharing that like it is a major achievement in light of my state lately.

I had a few video calls with close family and 2 commented on my skin looking well. I checked my skin in the mirror after that comment and discovered that it was looking better than it had in a while. It got me thinking about how much our skin and eyes reveal about our state of health.

The last few weeks, Oura ring alerts have been -
Is everything ok?
Go easy.
Pay attention.
Don't push it.

Though I am not even at 60% compared to where I used to be, I think whatever it was that caused me to feel exhausted all day maybe going away. I will keep an eye on the Oura ring to see if the initial symptoms go away but I will continue to take it easy. Maybe Feb 2021 wont be as bad a month.