How many steps would it take me to make a path through an empty field
it reminds me of those big candies with each lick
you reveal a layer
Or like a candle who shrinks as the fire burns through the night
Right now it looks the same as when I started.
The grass hasn't...

Runners high. Although lately I mix in some walks here and there. Maybe when I was younger I would just run, I also could just run now, but I enjoy the walking part of the run. I feel like it allows me to stop and look at my thoughts that...

Apparently people from looking at light in space can see when the universe started
She told me that wrinkles can tell a story of who you were.
I wasn’t sure but I do notice mine in the mirror more. And grey hair and changes I didn’t ask for. 
Maybe it’s my subscriptions...

There’s been a change lately in the weather here and it’s nice. Very sunny, and smells like spring. My writing here has slowed due to thesis, but also still writing a lot. Almost to 100 day streak! So must keep it up. I am trying to finish one chapter at...

There is a space between people. No matter how tightly someone’s hand is held or big the hug. There is still space between.

 Sometimes I thought that in space because there’s no air you could get closer. But still there are suits. Maybe you could hug for a short time, but...

Maybe I’ll get back to that

But right now there’s a soft light through the window
A street lamp I think it just got fixed
And a blue light I’m writing through or merely scrolling and then recording 
Scrolling and then recording 
Thumb injuries and back pain 

There’s something you wanted to say
But...

Right now I’m laying on the floor thinking about how many things there are. I recently downloaded TikTok and there are so many  things. People skateboarding, skiing and doing trick shots. It’s all very interesting you get sucked watching things that I never would have thought about. Like why do...

In italian you can call yourself a handjob if you feel like your bad at something. Today I think I am a handjob, the weekend was too long, and I am not focused. Feels like I lost the momentum I had been building for awhile. Annoyingly, this makes dealing with...

For one reason or another I was talking to a friend about phrases. Not English ones but ones we liked it other languages and wished were in English although I do wonder what a native speaker would think of our word choice or maybe they don’t care. One of them...

We moved to Amsterdame in the 90s before it was cool. We were lucky to get a house near a canal. It’s nice place for the kids . And  for us too. We made it look nice planting flowers around the front. And we don’t really have a front garden...