nedzen @Nedzen
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My new flatmate
Waking up, the demon above me leaning on the ceiling, grinning his yellow teeth at me. I look him in the eyes, his black eyes injected with blood, staring at me without blinking. The body of a dead, not his body but stolen from another nobody dead, abandoned, lost, and...
nedzen's Pantry
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Beers
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Cookies
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Teas
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Whiskeys
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Tangerines
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Eggs
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Strawberries
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Pineapples
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Coffees
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Waffles
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Sushis
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Dumplings
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Chocolate Bars
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Steaks
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Bacons
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Short Stories
A rising blue flame
Explorations of the unseen universe
It dawned on me that the typical everyday perception hides a different underlying reality that is far more intriguing and interesting. I embarked on a quest to penetrate it by searching for cues that will reveal the way. Initially, I thought it's just nonsense. However, considering the possibility, little by...
I was going to bed but then i remembered that i didn't write today.
I've been experimenting with LSD micro-dosing. The dose is very low, less than 50 micrograms. The effects are mild and somehow fade into the background of daily activities. I went swimming and chilling on the beach, on the rocks all afternoon. The water feel amazing, with the view and everyone...
iron man Triathlon
What it takes to do 4km swim, 180km bike riding and 42km running race. All in one day. I talked with a friend who did it, and the most difficult he said, was to maintain the discipline to follow the training plan every week for 9 months. I've never ran...
Performance
"The consciousness of self is the greatest hindrance to the proper execution of all physical action" - Bruce Lee
Bruce was training daily at high intensity. I read about his training routine, and it's insane; a combo of fractionated cardio exercises, isometric - keeping the muscle in tension for as long...
Bruce was training daily at high intensity. I read about his training routine, and it's insane; a combo of fractionated cardio exercises, isometric - keeping the muscle in tension for as long...
The liminal state.
It is generally experienced as a transitional period between two differentΒ
circumstances or life-contexts. During the adjustment period one is looking for ways to re-contextualize his intentions or model of reference given the new data.Β
A liminal state will open the spectrum of possibilities because previously existent obstacles disappear.
Traveling, starting...
circumstances or life-contexts. During the adjustment period one is looking for ways to re-contextualize his intentions or model of reference given the new data.Β
A liminal state will open the spectrum of possibilities because previously existent obstacles disappear.
Traveling, starting...
what it takes for Self-love
two nights ago, when I was falling asleep, an idea came to my mind; what if I love myself? And so, I spent a few moments with this thought. What was there to be loved? I kept looking for reasons; maybe I should love myself for my sportive achievements, or...
That first time when I saw the Ocean
I think I love the ocean more than the sea. I remember the first time when I saw the ocean. I was visiting a friend in Porto, a city on the coast of the Atlantic Ocean in Portugal. It was summertime and it was insanely hot. I remember taking the...
I've been busy
I've been bikepacking an entire week. The places I've seen inspired me to bikepack more and further. I could do this for a month or for more. The scenery that revealed in front of my eyes on both sides, the villages, the beaches the cities, the mountains the ferry boat...
The white tiger
I watched this film some time ago and i found it good. I always found interesting this fight for reaching the top, this struggle to break out of the "cage" you were born into - be it ideological, political, financial or racial. People who relentlessly pursue their dreams despite the...
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Seeing my own flaws. to progress and leave behind my worst habits I must be able to see what's pulling me one direction or another. I must clearly see my own flaws but my mind is hiding it from me. My own mind sabotaging me. This is how it always...