Sono una Pippa

In italian you can call yourself a handjob if you feel like your bad at something. Today I think I am a handjob, the weekend was too long, and I am not focused. Feels like I lost the momentum I had been building for awhile. Annoyingly, this makes dealing with the work week harder, but tonight I will try to sleep and get back to regular life. But right now the old mind is going but not much direction to it.  I am trying to do those little tasks that have to get done but not much thought about them. Its also just a bit hard to focus, and I have walked myself into a corner of too many coffees. It felt nice earlier, but now betrayal. I was looking for some sort of lesson out of this, but I am not sure what it is. 

But overall I feel very thankful for the weekend, got to witness two friends start a new life together, and annouce big news. While my work isn't going well right now its nice that life is nice. 

And no amount of caffeine can take that away from me. 
Handjob has quite a different meaning in English.
2022-04-26 16:35:56
Hey 
drewbaca_
  don't be so hard on yourself, nothing good comes out of it. The weekend is for relaxing, partyingz spending time with friends and family. It's okay to loosen up a bit, to change your ideas and then on Monday get back at it and build more momentum.

You sound a bit stressed, that's not good for the sleep btw, you gotta have food sleep in order to perform well. I've had this issue on several occasions and took CBD oil, 2 spoons before bed. That helped.

If you want to improve your focus do the following:
- set a work schedule (max 6h)
- structure and plan your work (break it down into tasks)
- decide the day before what you're gonna be working on the next day.
- pay yourself a co-working space, oe if you work from home just find a nice calm spot where nobody brothers you.


And btw, did you know that "une pipe" en français means a blowjob ? Funny how much e europeans fuck with these latin languages. 

2022-04-26 20:22:18
Nedzen
apreciate the kind words. Slowly getting back into the swing. Also I like the ideas. I try to do similar things.
Yeah it’s crazy language similar but use it a little different. The idioms always make me laugh.

therealbrandonwilson
  yeah was debating if it was too risky to say, but Italians say even worse things so I thought it would be fine. lol 
2022-04-27 19:57:37
Why be one when you can get one, amirite
2022-04-28 00:06:44