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Abraham Kim
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When he approached his office he noticed his door was open. He felt a tinge of sweat form. He never left his door open. His feet slowed. His mind raced to find out what had happened. His body dragged out the process.

When he turned the corner of the door's frame...

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Abraham Kim
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"Hello?"

"Will?"

"Oh hi mom."

"Why do you sound so--" she stopped. "-- are you coming home?"

"Yeah--"

"I mean you don't need to of course. You're an adult. But we were wondering. We'll keep the lights on if you are planning to."

"I'll be home soon."

Will shut the phone off and stared at it. Waiting...
New Job Anxiety
I can identify with this new jobĀ 
anxiety


Even though i can't actually ever shake the feelings of 'what if i'm not good enough'

i know that truthfully thatĀ 
fear
is driven by theĀ 
ego
and is not very useful.

But i still fall for it because i have ego lol.

Ultimately it doesn't matter if you're not good enough for the job. You'll just either become good enough through training -- which the company is anticipating -- or if you can't learn timely-enough, you'll just get a another job. That other job will have its own pros and cons.Ā 

It's not like your life's ultimate validation of success or failure is dependent on how this one job pans out.

Good luck to you sir!
Abraham Kim

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"Fuck Fuck Fuck!"

"Shut the fuck up! I can't concentrate!"

"Fuck! Why did you just do that?"

"Why did I save our asses?"

"I was going to catch up with that punk and block --"

"Marquis! SHUT UP!"

After a moment of silence Marquis started again. "Fuck Fuck Fuck!"

"Grove Man can you watch for me. Are...