nedzen @Nedzen

nedzen last shared their writing Who gives a fuck?
It is almost the end of the year today. If I look back at the progress I did, there is only one area of my life where I've been super diligent and I have made progress and that is my yoga and meditation practice.

It is an everyday practice. I've done...
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Short Stories


Seeing my own flaws. to progress and leave behind my worst habits I must be able to see what's pulling me one direction or another. I must clearly see my own flaws but my mind is hiding it from me. My own mind sabotaging me. This is how it always...
2021-07-04 20:07:15

It rains a lot.

I'm in the house of my parents, in my hometown, a small city somewhere in an eastern-European country. I remember the summertimes from my childhood and they weren't like this. It's the 6'th week when it rains every day. Sometimes it rains 3 or 4 times a day. Oftentimes it's...
2021-06-22 21:42:29

I woke up at 3 AM screaming

Sometimes I want to sleep alone, so instead of getting in bed with my girlfriend, I take a pillow and a blanket and lay down on the living room couch. I have fallen asleep with the lights on, listening to a podcast. That is the last thing I remember. It...
2021-06-21 14:11:13

Blazing lights

Letting the past fade into the background of my mind. I am a free being a unique individual with nothing to hide. Committed to diving into the depths of my mind. Merging in high intensity with my daemons, burning in the fiery forge of truth.
I am relentless destruction, unmaking...
2021-06-15 20:02:06

My (professional) intro

I am a multidisciplinary designer who excels at the intersection of digital product design and brand identity. I have had the privilege to make products used and loved by millions through working with companies like Facebook, Hewlett Packard Enterprise, Gorgias and many startups. My purpose is to simplify things for...
2021-06-14 22:21:28

I am addicted to working out

In the morning I go for a half-hour run, not more. I keep it relatively easy @ 160-170 bpm. Once I'm done with that, I do a few pull-ups and abs (working my way up to 40 & 40) I do the abs head hanging down, legs hooked on the...
2021-06-12 22:25:59

Thinking about Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Sometimes I sit and imagine what it was like to be Dostoievsky. To live in the heart of Sant Petersburg in 1855, occupy a small studio, write all day, and at night, lit up a candle place it on an old thick wooden table filled with piles of books and...
2021-06-10 23:56:39

I probably can't trust my mind

I've just had a crazy idea, what if it serves me better to think about my mind as flawed by design? I stumbled upon a pretty neat infographic called: "cognitive bias infographic" go ahead, google that, and take a quick look at it. There are maybe about 200 mental biasses. ...
2021-06-09 21:41:04

Truth always comes out

Everyone lies right? Yes. I do, you do and you know what, It's almost inevitable not to lie because we're just humans. Well, that's the short answer. Let's try to get a bit more specific, shall we? But first of all, what is a lie? A lie is an intentionally...
2021-06-08 20:03:59

Once upon a time in Amsterdam 👨

One day I was sitting on the side of a canal in Amsterdam, smoking a joint and thinking to myself: Everything moves, even things that appear to be static, like the interior of a cave for example they move too but very slowly. The entire earth moves, the tectonic plates...
2021-06-03 22:32:08