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My new flatmate
Waking up, the demon above me leaning on the ceiling, grinning his yellow teeth at me. I look him in the eyes, his black eyes injected with blood, staring at me without blinking. The body of a dead, not his body but stolen from another nobody dead, abandoned, lost, and...
🍺 13 Beers
🍪 13 Cookies
🍵 18 Teas
🥃 16 Whiskeys
🍊 13 Tangerines
🥚 12 Eggs
🍓 9 Strawberries
🍍 10 Pineapples
☕️ 15 Coffees
🧇 12 Waffles
🍣 11 Sushis
🥟 11 Dumplings
🍫 11 Chocolate Bars
🥩 7 Steaks
🥓 11 Bacons
No smartphone for 3 weeks
That is what it takes for my new pixel 6 to be delivered. In the meantime, I will be using one of those little gsm phones with 16color 1" screens. This is a brief report after using it for three days. The functions on this thing are basic; call, SMS,...
I'm currently working on a project that I have designed myself. It is a platform with community and educational features for neuro-atypical people. The entire thing is built on Next JS and uses a bunch of microservices for authentication, payments, emailing, database and content management, etc. I'm using typescript react...
Crime and Punishment
I finished the first volume of Crime and Punishment. Its subtlety of human psychology strikes me—a masterpiece. While reading, my mind began to imagine and understand what is it like to commit a murder. How this becomes a point of no return, Raskolnikov, the main character, was radically changed after...
A good day
A good day for me starts with meditation, yoga and running. The whole pack. Also in a good day there's nothing that i must absolutely do. Of course that's not the case most of the time. But sometimes when i take time off and put all my duties on pause...
I woke up this morning, though about what I'm going to do today. The end of the year is near. Almost over. Done in 10 days something. Fuck. It blew past everything. This this this... My ex tells me i should see a psy, i say fuck that, i don't...
The matrix is real.
I'm patiently waiting for Matrix Resurrections. I love Matrix; I've watched them all. I might read the books too. Here's the thing, we live in the Matrix. Our observable universe is the Matrix. Beyond that is boundless space with no time. We enter the Matrix when we are born, and...
My journey, my joy, my life, my problems. I embrace it all. It can only get better from here. Success is tangible. You know it. Keep at it. Don't stop when you're tired, stop when you're done. Don't let doubt get in your mind. To eradicate doubt, know your value....
Man's search for meaning
I've read through the first part of man's search for meaning by Victor Frankl. If you haven't read this book, I urge you to order a copy and read it. It is essential. For many reasons but the main one being that you are concerned. We all are. It will...
Usually, the month of December is when the real cold begins here in Romania. The end of January is usually the coldest. I must admit that I love the cold, and btw I was born at the end of Jan 30, something years ago. Direct exposure to sub-zero temperatures, usually...
Building upon blocks of past knowledge. Re-emergence, re-creation re-booting with a novel locus of control. Initialising a wider narrative to accompany new stories. Expansion into new realms of thought, feelings and sense-perceptions. The truth leads to insight and further into truth. Nothing is given. Everything must be earned. Fear is...