The tests showed neither conclusive evidence for good or bad. Basically he wasn't going to die from it anytime soon. But the  doctor s weren't willing to say that he would not die from it. He could still die from it. The numbers were still high. But they weren't so...

"Never thought I'd see you back in town."

"What does that mean?"

"Just that."

"What's... just that?"

"You know. You left for college, went out west, and then it seemed like we never happened to you. Like all of this didn't happen to you."

The other man was right. Will did think that for a...

It happened quick. He never saw it coming. Never saw it happen even. In the movies you got to see how people mourned you. How your  death brought people together even for just a weekend.

But in real life you just died. Went into the darkness. No way to see or...

He knew that staring at his phone looking for more interesting content wasn't a good use of time. But he had nothing better to do. He had decided that life was not worth living. Not that he was  suicidal or anything. But just that there was no point in living....

Existentially, the wise woman has no ambition .

Day to day, in the moment,

the wise woman has great ambition.


She has aims and knows what they are for.

Thus she performs everything without existential rumination

on whether the thing she is doing

is the "right" thing.


Existentially, the confused woman has great ambitions.

Day to day, in...

I thought about when my girlfriend's sister got married, and it's already almost two years. That makes you realize that time goes by so fast. And that makes you realize that death will soon be here. It's easy to think that it'll never come and that life is long. But...

Reaching out is key.

Paul, can I tell you something?

Yeah, course. Just don't call me Paul.

She looked at him, face scrunched in a smile.

So I just texted my cousin, How's the job hunt going? and she said, Not well. I only found like two or three things. But then I...

Her back was to the windows with the blinds open so that the  shadow made her face black.

"I can't see you," he said. 

"What do you mean?"

"You're a shadow." He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes as she walked over to the bed and now the  sun shined upon...

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