nedzen @Nedzen

nedzen last shared their writing Good morning.
I smoked weed last night and I was soo high, I didn't see it coming, all of a sudden I felt like laying down, so I pulled a table and sat on it. We started fantesizing about the future, bioengeneering and body enhancements. We were getting pretty deep into how...
nedzen's Pantry
🍫 2 Chocolate Bars
🍊 7 Tangerines
πŸ₯“ 3 Bacons
β˜•οΈ 9 Coffees
🍡 11 Teas
πŸ₯š 5 Eggs
🍍 5 Pineapples
πŸ₯ƒ 6 Whiskeys
πŸ“ 1 Strawberry
🍺 4 Beers
πŸͺ 3 Cookies
πŸ§‡ 5 Waffles
🍣 4 Sushis
πŸ₯Ÿ 4 Dumplings
πŸ₯© 2 Steaks
Short Stories

A rising blue flame
Explorations of the unseen universe

It dawned on me that the typical everyday perception hides a different underlying reality that is far more intriguing and interesting. I embarked on a quest to penetrate it by searching for cues that will reveal the way. Initially, I thought it's just nonsense. However, considering the possibility, little by...
2021-08-21 11:58:45

I was going to bed but then i remembered that i didn't write today.

I've been experimenting with LSD micro-dosing. The dose is very low, less than 50 micrograms. The effects are mild and somehow fade into the background of daily activities. I went swimming and chilling on the beach, on the rocks all afternoon. The water feel amazing, with the view and everyone...
2021-08-15 22:18:36

iron man Triathlon

What it takes to do 4km swim, 180km bike riding and 42km running race. All in one day. I talked with a friend who did it, and the most difficult he said, was to maintain the discipline to follow the training plan every week for 9 months. I've never ran...
2021-08-14 13:09:19


"The consciousness of self is the greatest hindrance to the proper execution of all physical action" - Bruce Lee

Bruce was training daily at high intensity. I read about his training routine, and it's insane; a combo of fractionated cardio exercises, isometric - keeping the muscle in tension for as long...
2021-08-14 11:32:20

The liminal state.

It is generally experienced as a transitional period between two differentΒ 
circumstances or life-contexts. During the adjustment period one is looking for ways to re-contextualize his intentions or model of reference given the new data.Β 

A liminal state will open the spectrum of possibilities because previously existent obstacles disappear.

Traveling, starting...
2021-08-12 09:45:32

what it takes for Self-love

two nights ago, when I was falling asleep, an idea came to my mind; what if I love myself? And so, I spent a few moments with this thought. What was there to be loved? I kept looking for reasons; maybe I should love myself for my sportive achievements, or...
2021-08-11 17:07:59

That first time when I saw the Ocean

I think I love the ocean more than the sea. I remember the first time when I saw the ocean. I was visiting a friend in Porto, a city on the coast of the Atlantic Ocean in Portugal. It was summertime and it was insanely hot. I remember taking the...
2021-08-10 20:16:34

I've been busy

I've been bikepacking an entire week. The places I've seen inspired me to bikepack more and further. I could do this for a month or for more. The scenery that revealed in front of my eyes on both sides, the villages, the beaches the cities, the mountains the ferry boat...
2021-08-01 21:57:26

The white tiger

I watched this film some time ago and i found it good. I always found interesting this fight for reaching the top, this struggle to break out of the "cage" you were born into - be it ideological, political, financial or racial. People who relentlessly pursue their dreams despite the...
2021-07-05 22:39:04


Seeing my own flaws. to progress and leave behind my worst habits I must be able to see what's pulling me one direction or another. I must clearly see my own flaws but my mind is hiding it from me. My own mind sabotaging me. This is how it always...
2021-07-04 20:07:15